dreamt of dead father or uncle? Nicki Minaj on basketball team? Trying to lotion up with chocolate?

This is by far the weirdest dreams I've ever had it my entire 24 years of life on this earth. I dreamt that there was a new basketball team being created with women on it, and Nicki Minaj was one of the members. I also dreamt that I was in a car or walking outside explaining how someone could get to another person.

The part that really spooked me was when I was supposedly going to the hospital to give birth and my friend I think passion or someone one named my son Christopher Joseph or something like that. I was in a classroom trying to lotion up with some type of chocolate?

I'm not sure if my dream gave me the connection or starting point of all my problems, but I think I have an idea of where all of my problems originated. Something had to happen to me when I was a little girl. The only men I can remember that was around me when I was a little girl was uncle L, my father J, & brother R. So out of the 3, one of them must of done something to me for me to be sexually active or matured as fast as I did.

I was raped by one of them. The funny thing is, the only one that is dead out of the 3 is father J, and I was talking to him like he was alive. He was raping me in my dreams, but I also remember that he didn't look like father J in my dream. He looked like uncle L. Then I was asking him why did he fake his death, leaving my mother sad like that. I also blamed him for the reason I turned out the way I did. And how my mother was trying to avoid me going down the same road as she did. He said he was sorry.

I told him how come I can only see and hear him? Is it because I'm dead too or I can just talk to dead people? I also told him that I was going to tell mom about him. Which I did. She didn't believe me at first. I think I was talking to him through ironing boards. I also was scared that if I told my mom about him and what he did, he would haunt me and her or do something bad to us. But he didn't.

 When I first started talking to him, I went outside. It was very quiet in a very nice neighborhood. As the conversation progressed, it started to get loud. People started coming out of every direction. I went inside the building and people were standing every where. Then I just woke up.


My interpretation of the dead relative part of my dream:

There are several ways I can interpret this dream, but I'm going to start by saying maybe I didn't deal with father J's death right away or in the right way for that matter. Maybe my grief materialized in the future. Maybe that could be the reason why I started acting out. Also, maybe I was molested by someone in the family, and felt betrayed, so that's why I felt that I wasn't loved because no one came to my rescue or to my aid when I was being molested. Which also could be what shaped my relationships with guys and women and my early sexual maturation.

it could also be that since I decided to seek counseling for my self diagnosed depression, and specified the criteria for a professional who specializes in my situation, it's funny that this comes up. it could be a clue to how everything began. It also suggests that maybe God/higher self/soul/divine self & me are my own best counselors, and that I can and will get through whatever it is I'm going through. If I am correct, then this is the starting point to a very speedy self recovery.

I will continue to try to uncover the hidden past of my childhood, through my dreams with the help of my guides and angels. I will continue to get down to the bottom of my problems, and of course pull it out from the roots. I will overcome my burdens, and I will overcome whatever it is that has been plaguing me for most of my life. 

New Youtube Channel

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Update On Altering Your Dream Series

A few months ago, I began developing a series titled "Altering Your Dreams" to help people be able to actually control what they dream and bring their dream state into their waking state so that they can create the life they truly deserve. I started this series with the intention to helping others learn how to interpret their dreams. I was developing the series, sharing the videos on my youtube channel.

I actually did share 2 or 3 videos about it. I recently removed the videos because the series was incomplete and I felt that if I really wanted to deliver value to people and give people who are struggling to understand what their dreams mean, that I have to have the series complete and THEN deliver everything at one, not sporadically.

With that being said, I'm going to get back to work on developing the series, offering from teleseminars and live ustream classes helping individuals do exactly what I just mentioned above. I will also be developing a free report for people who want to analyze and interpret their dreams can use every day to help them with their dreams.

Once the series is complete, I will be making articles on this blog, as well as other article publishing sites online such as hubpages, associated content, etc. I will them proceed to make videos on the series, explaining exactly how to alter your dreams. For people who want more information on the topic or want more guidance, answers, etc they will be able to sign up for free tele-seminars and live ustream classes.

You will also be able to download a free report from this blog, by opting in with your name and email address to receive the free report. All of these things will be taking place over the next few weeks, so please stayed tuned. As soon as everything is finished, I will be making another post where you can access all of this information.

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12 Brain Boosting Foods That Can Help You Recall Your Dreams

When I first read that title, I thought to myself, 'really? Foods that can boost my brain?' Then I thought about it for a minute. What if the foods that the doctor recommended can actually help boost my brain so that I will be able to recall my dreams even better instead of forgetting them upon waking up? What if I can finally have control over every dream that I have to be able to recall dreams and sleep better at night?

I realized in my discovery of all dream related information, there are certain foods that you can eat that can help you with lucid dreaming, dream recall, & understand & interpreting your dreams. Don't believe me? Ask any person who has fasted & adopted a vegan/vegetarian lifestyle for any amount of time & take note of the dreams they had during their fast compared to the dreams before the fast. You will notice a tremendous improvement in their memory & their ability to recall their dreams.

You can even ask the people who only fast on water! The spiritual insight & connection fasting, dreams, & your subconscious mind are all enhanced or numbed by the foods you eat! Have you ever read that it's not good to eat certain foods right before bedtime? Certain foods, (starchy, carbs) can actually alter your dreams & prevent you from having a full dream. This is why health gurus, herbalists, spiritualist, & all others recommend your diet consistent of fruits, vegetables, & water. Not only because they are healthy, but because it allows you to be in full connection with God/The Universe/The Higher Power & have a deeper connection with you subconscious mind.

I'm pretty sure that the 12 brain boosting foods can do you some good. The report is 100% FREE! Look at it this way, you'll be recalling dreams better than a dream interpreter (no pun intended), have a better memory, & improved health! Don't take my word for it! See for yourself! Download your FREE 12 Brain Boosting Super Foods Report Now!

My Dream Journal: 1st Grade Teacher? Finding Money?

I dreamed about my first grade Teacher Mrs. M. I just came in to the class from walking down the street, it was dark, I was coming from some type of meeting & I think I left my stuff & I told the people that I have to go get my stuff. I remember having on a lab coat as if I was some type of doctor, but I ended up in my first grade classroom but I wasn't a kid; I was actually there as my adult self. I remember I found some type of Vaseline inside my desk, I found lip balm, I found money too, about $160 dollars, & I found some books & other stuff. The desk was a total mess. I also remember ask Mrs. M if she lived in Staten Island & if she was related to a man by the same name who owned a few car dealership there.

Rewind to the scene before this part, I was with an ex boyfriend. We are going to came him M. I was doing M's hair & while I was doing his hair, I found that he had psoriasis in his scalp as I was greasing it. I remember a woman whom I used to live with, we are going to call her Mrs. B, she asked if I was coming over & If M was coming with me, I remember saying I didn't have anymore lotion, & she said the same thing. But me & M never made it to Mrs. B's house. M because made at me & said that I broke his phone, which I don't remember doing & we stopped talking from that moment. He was angry at me. I was telling him the phone can be replaced, it's not that expensive. But he was angry. I think we stopped talking.


That's all I can remember for right now. 

My Dream Journal: Grandma In Church?

I had a dream that me, Aunt L, my grandmother & my second oldest sister were all together. The reason? I have absolutely no idea. I think it was for my grandmother to talk to me about why me & my sister don't talk or why we stopped talking. We were going to church to resolve the issue with the pastor. To make a long story short, Aunt L left before everyone, & I was busy looking for something & it my grandmother was getting pissed because I was making us late. So they drove to the church but I walked, & on the way I passed by I guess a school or something & I told all the kids when school gets out to come by the church. When I got to the church, me, my sister, my grandmother & Aunt L was sitting down talking to the pastor when all of a sudden, a stampede of kids came barging into the church. There were so many kids that the pastor had to lock the doors to stop any more kids from coming in. He didn't understand why they were there in the first place.

Found a baby by a dirt road? The we went to this place where we had to complete some type of obstacle course to keep the baby? The baby I found was being picked up by someone else, but the baby could talk & he said that he wanted to go with me. So then we get to the place where we had to do the obstacle course, but I ended up skipping a few because I think I got most of them wrong, & then I asked this lady that was standing there a question & she told me to go to some place to get the something. I really don't remember what it was.

Then my dream skipped to another part where I guess I was in a school or a library or whatever & I was printing something out, & they asked me why I was printing something out & not using my own printer, & I said because I ran out of ink in my own printer. I don't even know what I was printing; it was a lot of paper. Then there was this refrigerator that I guess was mine, & it was sitting in front of me. There was stuff inside of it but I remember calling my spouse & asking my spouse to come help me get the fridge home.

My Dream Journal: Fighting; Beyonce in Concert?

Had a dream that I was fighting with my spouse? Like I literally hit him & saw that he started bleeding from his forehead? Or maybe it was me that was bleeding? Not sure but I know we were fighting because I think in the dream he was cheating on me. Then I remember being in a classroom eating fish cake or something? Then me & my spouse were watching Beyonce & Rihanna in concert? I also remember going to the bathroom but one toliet was so high up that it was impossible to use it without falling so I waited for another stalled to be vacant but then I didn't end up using that bathroom either.

I also saw the day care that Aunt L used to take me to. I remember going into the store wanting to by Charleston Chews, like the big bag of them but the guy said it costs $5.70? That was too much for just a small bag so I said never mind & left. Then I went to the store next door, but it was being renovated. It had like plastic all over the floor. I also remember seeing a few teachers that I had in the day care.

This is all I remember about the dream. If I remember something else, I will definitely update it.